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        EroticBehavior4u  58, Female, Louisiana, USA - 5 entries
    09
    Jul 2007
    9:40 AM EDT
       

    Wounded But I Can't Let Go
    The more i sit and think, the more i hurt. Knowing that i stand in danger of losing the best thing that ever happened too me.The worst part is i have no one to blame but self. But i can't help feeling like my heart is engulped in flames. It;s like i can barely hear your vioce anymore, It becomes faint day by day. How do you pick up the pieces of a broken heart that resemles a jigsaw puzzle...I struggle to keep my head above water...yet the tides of a broken heart carries me under, I gasp for air...my breath is shallow, wondering how could i breathe without oxygen? The oxygen that shes filled me with all this time...She was my air, The only way i know how to live, my means of survival, Afraid if she spreads her wings and fly will she soar so high she'll forget the one she left behind? Or does it matter that her wings are clipped and she's wounded and can't fly, feeling like a bird with 2 wings but can't fly...Longing to soar again but theres no wind...She was my life. Now that the wind has come to a standstill, no wind, no air, no breathe, no life...struggling to regain my composure...staggering, stumbling, wondering...How do i getthe rhythm of my heart back in tune with my love for her?
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        shadowlove  35, Female, New York, USA - 60 entries
    08
    Jul 2007
    8:20 PM EDT
       

    I offically decided to enter the Otaku Idol contest (which soo doesn't rip off American Idol...). Now I pray that I'll be able to get everything done in time!
    Went to Allison's house for her birthday today - her grandparents are so sweet! We decided that we absolutly have to do a photo shoot on her roof... there are so many amazing angles!
    I start music camp tomarrow and I'm sooo exited - I just hope I'm not the only one who hasn't looked at the music yet *doesn't really care cause she kicks a** at sight reading*
    XD
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        shadowlove  35, Female, New York, USA - 60 entries
    08
    Jul 2007
    8:13 PM EDT
       

    I offically decided to enter the Otaku Idol contest (which soo doesn't rip off American Idol...). Now I pray that I'll be able to get everything done in time!
    Went to Allison's house for her birthday today - her grandparents are so sweet! We decided that we absolutly have to do a photo shoot on her roof... there are so many amazing angles!
    I start music camp tomarrow and I'm sooo exited - I just hope I'm not the only one who hasn't looked at the music yet *doesn't really care cause she kicks a** at sight reading*
    XD
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        smb  50, Female, Wyoming, USA - 129 entries
    08
    Jul 2007
    3:07 PM MST
       

    Happy Birthday Donnie! He would have been 32! Miss him!
    We have been camping and GONE for about 6 days. The neighbor girls watered my flowers/yard and I set up a waterer on a timer for my baby grass (right off the deck) Looks like it did FINE! YEAH! I can grow baby grass!
    We spend 4th, 5th, 6th at Keyhole in camper at electric spots 7 & then moved to 9! CN was out there one night/day and we had a good time all day Thurs with my mom riding the waverunners! BLAST! I was worried about Jett but he did fine! He never mentioned any incidents! I guess the brainwashing him into thinking he is "FINE" worked! Then Friday we went to Sundance for a pit stop,, washed clothes, showered at San and jays and I got some homework done and then we went on to Deadwood/ Gulches of fun with CN. THat was lots of fun and we all got along great. Meet Melani and Brent with their family. That wasn't so great because they were on edge wtih bratty kids AND They didn't get much sleep in their tent! BTW- I sure love my camper!
    Then we went to Spearfish camp ground for Sat night, and church today and then San took the boys so CN and I Could have alone time but it wasn't that special. By the time we cleaned, parked and unloaded camper, I got my school work done and turned in, we were pertty tired, we went out for a late lunch, sat at our special bench by the creek and then got Dairy Queen. That blizzard *that I didn't need* was pretty intoxicating so I had to take a nap! didn't get home tonight until LATE! Jett has school this whole week Mon-THurs and Whitney will stay.
    BUSY!!!!
    I love my naughty boys! They are so stinking naughty! BUT I love em!
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        taylor  32, Female, Indiana, USA - First entry!
    08
    Jul 2007
    3:49 PM EDT
       

    HI! I AM NEW HERE SO EMAIL ME!!!!! NOW.... WHAT RU WAITING 4!!!!!

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        tracy  55, Female, China - 48 entries
    09
    Jul 2007
    12:42 AM H
       

    我的老师弟们
    上周考过了小路，学车的路快走完了，一路有几个有趣的师弟陪伴，也真是件愉快的事。
    先说老李。老李今年65岁，超级不服老。从一开始上车，就认真十足。满口的学车口诀，我都不知他从哪里挖掘出来的？反正从来没听师傅念叨过那些口诀。师傅觉得他年纪大，多让他练了一阵子倒车，才让他去考试，结果，人家总结了一大摞的经验，没事儿就指导别人怎么推，怎么修，有时候，把师傅都弄得翻白眼了。。。终于要考小路了，我和他一起去模拟场地熟悉一下。轮到我时，他在后排一直在写什么。过了一天才知道，他居然画了一个考场地形图。还偷偷告诉我，不能打无准备的仗！开车就会紧张地来不及看路标，先熟悉地形很重要。这才想起他在试着开时候，有一处要开2圈，他会问，我开了几圈了？：-）
    再说老林。老林估计63岁，是个倔脾气。每次和老李一起练车都会拌嘴。他最不服气的就是老李的口诀。说老李是文革年代的造反派，光靠背口诀。可是自己开的时候，更让师傅犯愁。坡道停车后启动，他老人家居然要换倒档。单边桥边，他是理论加观测，愣在车外面分析半天也不上来练。最逗的是，百米加减档，他一定要大声念出来：1，2，3，4，5。。5，4，3，1。说是不念出来，记不住。等真要百米加速了，人家倒是一档到底了。把车开得像拖拉机一样，师傅头上冒出了白烟！
    祝我的老师弟们好运！
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        jjhope  48, Female, DC, Washington, USA - 58 entries
    08
    Jul 2007
    12:30 PM EDT
       

    "The worst thing you can try to do is cling to something that is gone, or to recreate it." - Johnette Napolitano

    I am grateful for that quote, great in laws, and a great husband

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        KeshiaLovesCJ  34, Female, Kentucky, USA - 12 entries
    07
    Jul 2007
    7:58 AM EDT
       

    "Am I not destroying my enemies when make friends of them?" -Abraham Lincoln
    I think that you are destroying your enemies because you are killing them with kindness... whenever someone hates me and when they give me dirty looks or something i just smile back cuz im not going to let them get to me.... I love being a BITCH!!!
    *anyways*
    i know wrote in a few days but i had to babysit and i have to babysit at my sisters almost all next week so yea.... its going to be wonderful lol... im going to go see my boyfriend today! yay! he is great! i Love him so much! well ill write later if i dont forget lol
    *Mwah!*
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        shadowlove  35, Female, New York, USA - 60 entries
    07
    Jul 2007
    6:05 PM EDT
       

    really didn't do much today
    the gackt dvd I got yesterday is sex :) - I've already started learning 'Last Song' on the piano (it's soo pretty)
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        shadowlove  35, Female, New York, USA - 60 entries
    07
    Jul 2007
    6:05 PM EDT
       

    really didn't do much today
    the gackt dvd I got yesterday is sex :) - I've already started learning 'Last Song' on the piano (it's soo pretty)
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